Hello, I'm new here. I read what some of yall wrote and I am so happy I'm not alone! I was wondering if anyone had any similar thoughts I had. I have thoughts that really bother me: like hurting my family, or going crazy and killing people, and I keep worrying what if I was molested when I was little by one of my relatives, or my dad, or what if I did that to someone in the past? I mean talking to a pyschologist makes me feel better but it's just I don't think they can truly understand what I was going through ya know? Looking back I realized I have always had GAD and OCD, but I had the hugest attack in my life in December of 2001. I decided in March 2003 to see a pyschologist. Everyday since December I had felt bothered by this EVERY SINGLE DAY! I look back now and think how on earth did I survive that? I kept putting off seeing a counselor because I was so scared I was going to get put in a pysch ward. Please e-mail me at cowgirlup15@hotmail.com if you want to talk or have similar problems!
